Bittersweet memories of NOTHING, LOSERS!! NOTHING IS SWEET ABOUT BITTERNESS, DID YOU HEAR ME???? NOTHING!!!!!
For effect, I'll use caps, but grammo aint likin' this gig, you. grammo can take a flying leap off the cliff, dudes. I am here to say this: MANY OF YOU LIGHTWORKER TYPES ARE VERY UNAMUSED BY WHAT YOUR LIVES ARE ASKING OF YOU....AM I RIGHT or am I right?
You know who you are, this one typing included...another shitty day in herville. Another shitty "why should I ever expect life to deliver what was promised?" Do you feel me? I an't talking the promise of perfect world or anything. We haven't gotten to that point yet. I just mean....sometimes I tell you that you need to go "here" or go "there" and someone you are expecting will actually be there, etc. etc.... etc.....SO....you go....you show up to said place...maybe after driving around god's creation for way way too long....taking the roundabout route, instead of just going straight there.....then you finally get there, after having to stop the car and pee in the woods using an old napkin you found in the glove box....SO you finally get to said "place". only fo find out, after waiting for an hour or so...that guess what....no one is there to meet you....Why? Why? Why???? Why do I have to go through this routine of one disappointment after another time after time after time.....thinking that "this" time it will be different and I get what was promised...sometimes "100%". You know what I'm saying here, guys... I've probably given you some explanation each time as to why your plans (which are MY plans) didn't turned out as "promised." Always getting the short end of the stick....always....always..... it sucks to be you, my lightworkers...totally sucks!
I wanted you to know, like I've probably explained after each of these false start type deals, that there is ALWAYS a good reason why things didn't go as were promised to you. Many of us are brought to tears.... literally brought to tears.... because of expectations once again crushed to the ground....and you're left....gutted....gutted again. You guys have my word that you're missions on the ground are always backed by our promise that either a) you will be compensated for these boondoggle missions or.... b). you will be compensated....
You know in your heart of hearts.... that when I make you a promise, and the thing that I promise you doesn't pan out..... IT is noted, and you ARE compensated.....usually better than if that thing had worked to plan as (you) expected. Not to belabor your experiences of disappointment, but some day, hopefully very soon.... I will personally show you why this 'mission' or that 'mission' didn't go as expected. And I can almost guarantee you without a doubt, that the reason was that SOMEONE on the other team was intervening to keep you from your play date. I can tell you who, what, where, and when.... of ALL things pertaining to your boondoggle mission that ONCE AGAIN (really???) didn't pan out. Just try and hang with me on this. I CAN certainly explain why. It usually occurs when one of our mission essential people are trying to get together. Sometimes they, themselves, don't know that they are even mission essential....maybe they're just 2 friends getting together for a drink at a bar or something. Instead of one of them simply driving to the meeting point, this person is "made" to drive , basically around in circles, arriving at said date VERY late, very tired and VERY frustrated!!! WTF guys???!!!WTF!!??? Is NOTHING easy??
Like I said, I can explain, and I will. I DO PROMISE YOU THAT MUCH. It will be quite interesting in hindsight... the reasons for this runaround. Not fun at the time, of course, yet quite interesting....when you see who the hell is actually responsible for making you late for your date. I have documented everything, as you know... cuz you "know" me, right? This I will definitely promise you. "Water Under the Bridge" you say???? No Sireeeeeee, I SAY.
Grab the popcorn, pull up a comfy chair and watch on, along with your co-missionaries. And I will personally show you exactly why your life sucks and HAS sucked for so long. Ok? GOT IT? See you very soon....sooner than you think ;-). Yashua OUT